Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Trouble in Paradise

After trying for months using every method known to (wo) man in regards to getting pregnant I decided to go to the Doctor to get advice. Tests were ordered, ultrasounds were done and the news was not good... I have uterine fibroids and cysts in my cervix (SIGH). Next step is to talk to a fertility OBGYN to know what my options are and what is the best step to take. When it rains it pours. I feel too empty to feel anything. I was expecting a full blown breakdown with crying and shaking my fist "why! why!" but no... it's all an eery calm that I cannot explain. Am I bracing my self for worse news or am I just relieved to know I can actually take a step into fixing my baby delay. Not sure, I hope it is relief...

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